I don’t know. Maybe its just me…

*drops dead*

Bleah, so tired. I can’t stand it. Maybe its cause I haven’t exercised in a long while, and suddenly, playing futsal for an hour straight kills. Anyway, college sucked. Boring if you ask me. LSD makes me feel like a kid again; Writing reports, letters, almost as if it was form 1 or 2.

The empty lecture hall.

After college, we went off to DJ for another gaming session. Apparently, at the rate we continue, we’ll really become addicts.

Up for some Call of Duty?

Met up with Billy and jie for lunch, and we had McD again. Hahaha! Went for futsal after, and jie and Billy just watched. It was good to get some playing time and score a couple of goals after being MIA for at least 3 weeks. Hattrick! xD

Futsal fever!

Honestly, I don’t have what it takes to blog now. I’m just so extremely tired, but I think I’ll write a lil bit more.

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Not exactly feeling what I’m suppose to feel, and I honestly don’t know what to feel, or what I’m already feeling. Maybe its the tiredness, or its still going on, whatever it is. Gosh, I don’t know what’s going on, like honestly. I just wanna cry and turn to Him…

I know this sounds cheesy, but I feel unimportant, unloved. I just feel like nothing’s turning out right. I just don’t feel right. Hahaha, you can stop reading already actually. This part of my post is just for emo ranting sake.

Yesh, it sounds weird, but I feel as if I die or not, I’ll just disappear like that, and yet, I’ve always dreamt of a saying when my life span is over that goes something like this…

“He was a great friend, always there, no matter what, no matter when.”

Yes, I strive to be the best friend I can be to anyone who needs 1 out there, but currently, I just feel like its pointless. A Houdini act would be so so appropriate now. I’ve failed Him and everyone else too many times. Now, to pick up the pieces…

Matt

PS: Some people are too drop dead sensitive.

~ by discreetsolicitations on October 24, 2007.